I'm not sure what to call this - it's late at night, or early in the morning, whichever way you want to look at it. Basically - it's an "I can't sleep" kind of night. I tried - I went to bed around 11:30, after watching the late night news. I laid in bed for an hour, after smooching my hubby good night, and listened to him quietly snore away. It's so easy for him to fall asleep - good night, kiss kiss, head on pillow, zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Not for me, though. My mind just won't turn off. It thinks about the things that happened during the day, and mostly the things that DIDN'T happen, meaning my unfinished to-do list. It's always so long! And so I get up, and I write things down, and make a new list. Because that's what THEY say to do - those experts that tell you the tricks to falling asleep fast. Yeah, well, it didn't work - again! So I found the season ending episode to Grey's Anatomy, which somehow I missed, and watched that on my computer. And halfway through, Daniel came upstairs in a half-asleep whimper, saying his leg hurt. I cuddled him, prayed over his leg, and tucked him back in. That was an hour ago, and here I still sit. Mind, please turn off. Please go to sleep land. I really, really don't want to finally fall asleep, only to hear my kids start to get up for the day!
Tomorrow - or today, I guess - is another day. I WILL get things done - maybe not everything on my list, but I will accomplish things. And it will be a good day, no matter what gets done. I will play with my children, and I will clean my house, and I will prepare dinner for my family, and it will be a good day.
Good night, moon.